Tuesday, October 2, 2012

A time of reflection

Yep... that says "Jemmy" and is kind of an indication of how my actual birthday went.  I had to work and it was a long, complicated day.  The upside is that I had 2 cakes and 2 dozen cupcakes and my grandson and his mom sent me flowers:
Anyway, my birthday isn't what I wanted to talk about today...at least not directly.  Generally, every year around this time I go into a pretty big funk.  I don't know if it's because my birthday reminds me of the passing of time and I usually don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything or what exactly it is but it happens every year.  Except this year.  This year feels different.

I've had a rough summer.  Physically, emotionally, personally, and professionally it's just been a challenge.  Now, I find myself coming out on the other side feeling hopeful for the future...at least 85% of the time.  I'm in the home stretch with school, things are better at home, I'm feeling pretty confident at work, and we have a lot of big plans for the near future.  It's liberating to feel positive about life.  I never really realized how much energy it takes to be sad.

So here's to the next year that is sure to be full of change and excitement!

Peace!

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